Monday, February 8, 2010

hello peace, my name is Janice

I have been feeling sort of free lately. Free in the sense that there isn’t something I’ve forgotten to do, or some tiny detail that desperately requires my attention. I can only assume it another byproduct of loss, the sense that something is always left undone or unremembered. How should I react to feeling out of place when I feel free from sadness and guilt? I guessed for about 3 weeks now that it was some fluke of an occurrence and that all my drowning emotion would come back and laugh it up that I ever felt otherwise but it’s been about a month and I get through the days without it all.

I suppose God may have more planned for me in this life than loss... and I suppose that I am up for it...

1 comment:

Mary said...

Good to hear that you are feeling better.